I reached out to Katelyn wondering what an experience like this would be like. I dont ever feel pretty. I have body dismorphia and i struggle seeing myself realistically.
I stuggle with severe social anxiety. New places and experiences i tend to tip toe. Im not sure what to expect. Is this right for me? Im indecisive, on the wall, battling cold feet the whole process of shopping outfits, trying them on, hating how I looked. And crying, yes crying because how was I supposed to enjoy this session if I couldn’t stand comfortably in front of a mirror let alone someone else with a camera??
Katelyn walked me through the whole process. Kept in contact the entire time and checked in on me. My constant fear of what if I get excited and then I don’t actually feel pretty?? But I keep with it!
Day of the session:
I met Jillian in the morning. I loved her studio. And UGH Jillian, i love her. So comforting and she was so easy to talk to. I went in with my hair a mess and left with flawless make up and hair curled perfectly. Looking into the mirror, I realized my anxiety had started to fade. I felt good. And I felt like I might stand a chance getting a few decent pics.
After Jillian i moved on to Katelyn’s studio and frankly, I had no idea what to expect, but she met me outside her studio and after the initial tour, we went through outfits and something about her just makes the process seems so simple. Even with all of the choices that you have in front of you. The guidance through every set up every outfit every pose was nothing short of exceptional. Even her company sitting and chatting between poses, just made everything feel even more natural and easy.
By the end of the session, as we went through the final pictures I didn’t have words for what I saw. It was me. I was beautiful and I was sad it was over.
When I walked into the experience, I really worried if this was the right thing for me, and I walked away discovering a stunning extension of myself.
This IS an investment worth making. Remind yourself you’re worth the investment. Trust the process. You will not be disappointed.
Thank you Jillian and Katelyn for the wonderful experience!